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| it was around thanksgiving of last year and i had been recently talking to this guy who had just broken up with his girlfriend . He was fair game i thought and i really seemed to like him so when he asked me if i would ever go out with him i said yes. We texted late at night and said i love you's and had pet names for one another but when i went to his house with my best friend he acted a little strange. we were playing a small game of football when he just turned around and started walking to the small liquor store up the street. Soon after he lest we saw his ex go into the store so naturally me and my bestie went as well. When we walked in she was all over him and he didnt seem to resist so i thought the worst. Of course i figured he was cheating on me when he said he wasnt. He apologized and said he would never want to hurt like that and i thought we were back together. The next Wednesday i was hanging out with my bestie and she asked me what i would do if i wasnt really going out with my boyfriend and what i would do if i figured out it was all fake. Of course i said that i would be hurt and probably cry. She looked at me and just said "oh" . i looked at her and asked why she would say such things and it turned out that he was really cheating on me the whole time and played me just to see how things would go before i found out. he had planned on telling me but "never got around to it" so i was hurt but i didnt cry and to this day im still a little heart broken when i see him with other girls. Ironically hes one of my best friends now i still love him ad hide my feelings and hope that one day hell be with me for realbut until that day i kick back and watch him be happy with others. One question ... does anyone reading this think my chance to shine for real will ever come ?? And how does he hurt me like that and have me hung over him i wanna know,whats his trick ?? |
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