ok.. my husband used to be mennonite so he was raised seeing the mother stay home and cook,clean ,take care of the kids and all that and have absolutley no life except the occasional trip to grocery store (exciting i know) and thats the same way my husband thinks i should be he's never actually said but i get the vibe. well i've been a stay at home mom now for over a year taking care of my son but now since he's getting a little more independant i would really like to get outta the house and get a job but he's all well i wont ever get to see you.. but he works 7-5 and then comes home and goes to the firestation because he just had to become a volunteer and doesnt come home until 10:30 which im already asleep i mean i goin crazy in this house with nothing to do and noone to talk to i mean i talk to my friends on the phone but they have there own kids and lives to run i dont know what to i mean i dont want to make him feel bad but i need to do something before i go completley insane and plus im pregnate with my second and the cycle is about to start all over again i mean dont get me wrong my kids are #1 in my life and i love them so much but i need more in my life then just cleaning ughh anyways comments would really help